(Verse 1)
I swear I've had brain damage since the day I was born/
That's why I get on stage, drop the mic then I perform/
It's not the norm so I feel like my anxiety/
Takes a hold of me and hides the person that I'm trying to be/

I'm supposed to be an open book and quite sociable/
so should you expect me to be so comfortable/
I wouldn't know, I'm a virus in my own mind/
I've gone blind to the notion that I've cosigned/

I'm not a person, I'm a waste of space/
I'm out of place so I might as well just shut my face/
I'm in a race with my toxic thoughts/
I'm in a darkened box, can you release the locks/

A little plea, set me free from this anxiety/
I really wanna be a part of society/
I'm bout to take a stance, get ready for this one/
Chemical imbalance or not, it's just done, so/

(Verse 2)
Eh yo, I'm bout to let it go and build myself an ice castle/
Solitude is all I wanted dude, it's such a hassle/
I'm feeling dumb and dull, i'm losing concentration/
It's automation that i'm feeling, this sensation/

It's like i'm programmed just to stop and go/
React and so, I'm jaded, I just lost my flow/
This isn't love,cause who the hell could love me?/
I'm broke, black a nerd and well, ugly/

My lack of confidence diminishes my common sense/
Ominous thoughts caught, leaving me so taut and tense/
I'm tired of this, no more feeling like the end is near/
Release the fear and shed away the final tear/

I'm on the precipice of ending this mind's mess/
Self depreciating thoughts, I couldn't mind less/
See,I'll just level up my self worth through/
learning to love myself,so how's that you.../


(Verse 3)
"Oh look it's Maros, putting out a new song"/
"I bet it sucks, and he probably tried to sing along"/
"He can't sing, and he sucks at the rap too"/
"The best thing he's ever done is 'Pony Swag' "That's True!"/

"Can you understand him?" "I swear that he mumbles!"/
"You can tell in fast raps exactly when he bumbles!"/
"And he's so basic" "where are all the multi's?"/
"his lack of verbose,prose,bros! it's so gross he's/"

"lacking refinement,I can't define it"/
"and I'm reminded,why i'm so blinded"/
My own thoughts, I'm my own worst enemy/
I can't get my own mind into friending me/

But now I'm moving on, no self torture/
I'm doing what I love, here's to the future/
Surrounded by family, friends a new fan?/
If I'm not holding myself back,well who can?/